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Written by paul
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Wednesday, 17 June 2009 14:48 |
 For some gays the bareback sex blog genre is a catalogue of horrors. For other readers it's a vicarious thrill. For the bloggers involved though, it's a public exploration of a private compulsion.
With the gay community in an uproar over the bareback sex scandal of a certain Oscar-winning marriage movement poster boy, we figured we'd present some bloggers for whom self-indulgence is a rule.
P.S. Don't hate; don't participate.
 A lynchpin in the bareback literature canon, this blog is a thorough and devastating exercise in self-awareness, and the most intense read on our list. The magnetic loner sex addict who wrote it sero-converts along the way, and if you want to spend a few quiet hours at home with a slack jaw and glassy eyes, read it in its entirety from the beginning.
Excerpt from a light at the end of the tunnel:
i have been thinking that i made it through almost 19 years of gay sex without getting infected. i am pretty happy about that, although that lack of infection came with much care and safe sex. it seems that once i started taking loads indiscriminately in clubs it only took a month or two for me to become infected. so i guess i am happy, in a way, that it took me as long as it did to start taking loads.
 Raw Top, who continues to test negative despite topping hundreds of bare asses, is a well-established bareback sex blogger who preaches condom libertarianism. Fuck and let fuck, he says, as long as its consensual and informed. His loyal base of commenters has turned on the author lately, calling him bad in bed and taunting him for relying on Viagra.
Excerpt from If You Had Sex At IML Go Get An STD Test:
It happened last year, it happened this year - brought something home from IML. But it’s not surprising… I mean I fucked about 19 different guys and got blowjobs from a few more, and some of those guys had been fucked over 100 times.
 "Ad" started this blog days after he was diagnosed with HIV, writing, "This thursday I joined the army," and a few months later he was planning out a new biohazard tattoo to go "somewhere near my asshole."
Excerpt:
I don't want to shy away: He is the most likely person to have pozzed me, so how can I deny him further access to my mind, body, soul? I'm ready for it and hope he's ass ready 4 me.
 These two young whores are "not actively seeking to become poz" nor "actively trying to stay neg."
Excerpt from NYC: "Breed my neg hole:
I can feel fourteen loads of toxic cum leaking from my hole, planted there by six guys hoping to knock me up with their baby. Tonight was the first of three poz parties, with me as the featured "neg" bottom.
 These two reckless and infectious young boyfriends are obsessed with ejaculatory fluid. Their blog is mostly a chronicle of filthy encounters -- we'll assume they're real -- and even filthier instant message transcripts.
Excerpt from NYC: "Breed my neg hole:
I wrote back and asked if he was into bb, and he said, “yeah...with neg dudes.” And we all know I can be negative when I want.
In Leaving Las Vegas, an alcoholic gets asked, "Is drinking a way of killing yourself?"
"Or," he responds, "Is killing myself a way of drinking?"
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But I can't. I know bareback feels better for tops, and I've barebacked. I can imagine the erotic thrill of completely giving yourself away to the rough pleasure of another guy — every once in a tenth blue moon under HIV negative circumstances verified by a mutual lab experience. But sexual pleasure is fleeting — time actually spent having sex is a miniscule part of my life, which is full of so many other pleasures and needs.
Hard drug addiction or alcohol don't appeal to me enough to throw my life away on them, either.
So I'll never relate. I'll never truly understand how or why guys pursue this. How can it be worth it to anyone?
Bareback porn can be safe. It can be conducted with blood tests and matching scene partners with the same HIV status.
I never said I didn't love bareback porn, which I do, even though I think the producers should have higher test and ethical standards.
I was only criticizing bug-chasers and people who don't care to know what their HIV status is and bareback anyway.
Just a correction though - Matt & Dan aren't boyfriends (they're just friends in different cities) - in fact at least one of them has a boyfriend who has no clue about the extent of his boyfriend's activities.