“This song, ‘Brutal Mind Fuck,’ is about confusing people, it’s about double meanings. It’s about striking people when they’re vulnerable,” Double Dose (a.k.a. Chris Porter) told me. It’s the third track he’s released in his pursuit of a rap career, and with three big, huge things working against him right off the bat (he’s white, he’s gay, he moonlights as an adult film star), he’s fully aware that plenty of people will dismiss him before even listening to his music (if they listen at all). But that only drives him to work harder. Double Dose is either insanely crazy or insanely brave, or both.
“When I’m writing, things spill out. It’s a way of venting. It’s channeling all my aggression or any kind of emotion I have into song,” he added.
Here’s “Brutal Mind Fuck,” and see if you can tell who Double Dose calls out, somewhere between 1:10 and 1:50.