Erik Rhodes: “Anyways, I Was Abusing Meth”

Not a surprise that Erik Rhodes was doing some fucked up shit, but I wouldn’t have guessed meth. Recently, it landed him in a psychiatric hospital.

He hinted at this last month when I interviewed him, but he didn’t go into detail.

He’s definitely going into detail now:

Anyways, I was abusing meth…and i mean hard…and since i’m not small boy and i wanna feel my high…i was shooting up syringes full of the shit… .8 -.9…ask any meth head and they get retarded off .3…but i got myself to the point where if my high didn’t feel like a partial seizure i wasn’t happy with it.

But it was fucking up my body and my brain… so much so that i was placed in Bellevue under 72 hour observation because i was considered a threat to myself and others… police escort, the whole 9 yards…

Bellevue psychiatric is more like a homeless shelter… i thought it was kinda funny when my bed just happened to be next to the weird guy with a tattoo on his face i see everyday when i buy my fat ass fast food at the Burger King across from Port Authority. I befriend him of course, in a “we are both crazy” non-verbal way… now when i see him i buy him something to eat… i feel like we have some sort of bond…well, maybe not for him…

I mean it was miserable experience but a good in a way because it let me sleep… which was long overdue at that point. I do admit it made me uncomfortable that i felt so comfortable there… But after 48 hours, i did start to feel crazy and tried to convince them to release me… Imagine cornering a psychiatric doctor and telling her “listen i’m not crazy”. The look on her face was priceless… it read… “holy shit, the roided out one crashing on meth is gonna kill me”. Once i could see she was scared, i stood aside and realized that i’m sure everyone of these crazy fucks have probably at one point or another told her the same thing and it was useless getting pissed and talking my way out them holding me… i was just gonna have to ride it out…

Believe it or not, there is sort of a happy ending! Read the rest.

And if you ever die after doing some stupid shit like this again Erik Rhodes, I will fucking kill you.

 

44 thoughts on “Erik Rhodes: “Anyways, I Was Abusing Meth””

  1. This story certainly seperates the bitter 50 yr old queens who work at a McDonalds from the rest of us who respect a fellow human being.

  2. It is amazing to keep a body like that and gym routine and be such a meth head. Usually the gym is the last thing you care about when using.
    Hope he gets clean and stays clean. It is a hard fight

  3. I wonder how long before Diesel posts some gloating “Haw Haw” shit on his blog, since they hate each other so much.

  4. Seriously the man needs help !! Would he just retire from porn and focus on cleaning his sorry ass up. It’s a miracle he is even still alive!

  5. Eye roll… he is so awful. I wish he would stop blogging so that I didn’t have to be distracted by the thought of his foul personality when I’m trying to masturbate to him.

  6. because I only occasionally check in here and am a dyed in the wool cynic, may I please ask if there is any proof that this person was actually in bellevue? Or any proof of anything that he has written?

  7. I read this story and just thought, geez this guy has it all great looks, a hot rocking bod, a great film career with Falcon and he messes it all up with drugs. I guess one injection is as good as the next and with his steroid use I guess meth was just the next best thing to get a high. I have heard him on Sirius OutQ talk about his drug use before and sortof heard him laugh it off so not sure if this is a serious “I got help and now I am clean” or just a call for attention. I hope the first and not the last.

    1. Well he’s still with Falcon. No news that he’s been let go. And they’ve been really good to him and he’s had incidences like this all through his stay at Falcon. He is on twitter and just tweeted that he’ll be on set soon fucking Marc Dylan. I wonder if Erik Rhodes is strong enough to lift up Marc I would love to see a standing up fuck!

  8. I occasionally check up here at the thesword to see if there is any news I can’t live without. That being said – Its unbelievable how fucking disrespectful some of you simpleton trolls are. I’ve had the pleasure to work with Erik, and he is one of the most honest, nicest guys I met in the jizz biz. I am 100% sincere about my respect for him. We need to see the big picture and realize he has the HUMILITY and HUMANITY to be open with all of this shit. Don’t ever forget that we all hit lows, we are all fucked up and we are all a product of somebody else’s sleazy environment at some point. Say what you will about Erik – most of you couldn’t say any of the things you do within 50 yards of him, simply because of fear. Erik, if you are reading this, I have nothin but love for you brotha!

    1. In this case, humility and humanity are not enough. And, contrary to popular belief, we are all not fucked up or the product of someone else’s sleazy environment: you are generalizing based on your experience. He will not get better simply because he does not want to, and he enjoys that we (I am guilty) enjoy reading his rants about his misery. As things are now, premature death is definitely a solution for him. Maybe he will decide otherwise and overcome his illness. And I am going to stop reading these items lest I encourage that behavior.

      1. Enough what? Enough based on your plastic ass-hole barometer? He’s allowed to do and speak as he says – but him nor I have ever given YOU a criteria.

  9. I think this will be the last Erik Rhodes anything I pay attention to. I’m sorry, but I feel like this morbid train ride to his ultimate wreck is just ridiculous and still posting about it in any way, even in this “I’m OK after nearly fucking my life up” stuff is just more fuel to a fire that will destroy everyone.

    I’m sorry, but just as a human being, I can’t bare witness to this. No offense to Zack, “The Sword” or anyone who hires him for a scene, but it just breaks my heart and maybe that just makes me a little more human than most, which is something I’ll never be ashamed of.

  10. Don’t methheads have serious skin problems because they scratch it like crazy? Given the occasional visits at the faces of meth website I didn’t think he was using meth. Guess I was wrong. Meth’s a bitch to get clean from. The detox part alone takes three times as long as stuff like heroin or cocaine.

  11. i’m more interested in how he avoids the pitfalls of doing roids– how does his body still produce testosterone on its own, when he introduces higher levels of synthetic hormones! I don’t know who this guy still has testicles, usually they stop functioning.

  12. “If they get it, they get it. If they don’t, they don’t. I just want them to walk away from my blog saying, ‘Wow, maybe there is a little more going on there then I originally thought.'”

    – Uh, no. Expectation met!

      1. Why cause I’me not screwed up in the head like you. You’re probably a meth head yourself, sounds like you are. You praise Crystal Meth Gods are something you filthy freak.

  13. Whoa, I just checked his “feel sorry for me” tumblr page, he is really hitting the roids again. It looks like giant earth worms are burrowing under his skin. Who the fuck finds that hot?

  14. He’s all but said he was a meth addict on his blog–lots of talk about slamming drugs, mood swings with crushing depressions, etc. A big roidy guy talking about being (or not being crazy), of course the student shrink is gonna get a little sacred.

      1. Hum…let’s see. Rotting teeth, gray skin, open lesions, scarring acne, loss of weight and muscle, looking 20 or more years older than your actual age. No longer able to get work in porn because of the deteriorated looks and no longer able to get an erection or keep it if you do get one(crystal dick), escorting is no longer viable as professional escort. AND assuming an aging porn star is still alive. That leaves robbery and street hustling to make money to support a habit……..so yea, $20 bucks and anything goes.

        I certainly hope he get’s clean and stays that way.

  15. I got stuck mid article, because something in the content really disgusted me.

    I’ve been to the Burger King he referenced- 42nd between 8th and 9th ave It’s really gross. I can’t believe he has eaten there.

  16. I’m a bit surprised you didn’t know. You can easily tell because of how narrow his cheeks are.

    I’d say that Charlie Sheen has met his match. The good thing is that he’s seeing a psychologist at least once a week now. Now all he needs to do is stop using so many steroids.

    1. GHB, pills, coke…yes. But for some reason meth just seems beneath him. For some reason I expected him to have better taste in drugs than that.

  17. So, he takes enough meth to kill a normal fucked-up meth addict, he’s a steroid user, he’s an angry depressive, and his anus is one more fisting away from falling out onto the sidewalk.

    I can’t imagine why he’s single.

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