Here is a story from one gangbang bottom who took 16 loads (many of which were “poz loads”) up his ass in one weekend. He’s lying.
Someone who calls himself “Asubmissivebottom” has written a tale of taking raw loads while at a Phoenix gangbang and under the influence of drugs. The story was posted to the “member blog” section of BreedingZone.com two weeks ago, and it reads more like marketing copy for a Treasure Island Media movie (coincidentally, I found the story linked on the TIM blog), not real life. And while I have no proof that Asubmissivebottom is lying, he has provided no proof that he’s telling the truth. Therefore, he is lying.
This is not to say that this kind of stupid bullshit doesn’t happen in real life and this is not to say that these kinds of stupid idiots don’t exist in real life, but it is to say that this is all just a little too earnest and, frankly, a little too well-written for someone this fucking stupid.
I call bullshit.
My FIRST Gang Bang
It was a unique experience laying there on the bed, totally blind, hearing the guys interact with each other. I knew it was only a matter of time before they dug into the the raw hole buffet that was waiting for them on the bed in a rugby style jock strap. Its mostly a blur of unfamiliar cocks in my ass and mouth, the time seemed to go by very quickly, with the exception of the older top that I had met a few months prior that did not cum. He is a nice guy and all, but I knew he was coming from the party ad listing on “bbrt” and towards the end before he finally moved aside to let another top pump me, he started to talk to me and established his identity, which I suspected already, and it sort of made time stand still and lose some of its extreme excitement. I guess he didn’t get that I was blindfolded so I wouldn’t know who was breeding me, and that I wasn’t there to chit chat but to get loads…
One of the last tops that fucked me, an uncut guy with a nice dick really made my hole drip with cream, between the 6 or 7 loads already in there and his huge load he saved for a few days, I was in a prime mindset to get blasted in the ass the whole rest of the weekend. There is something about cum in my ass that gives me a sort of natural high, it shuts down my over active mind and relaxes my body. I want to do nothing else but feel more dicks in my hole, using those loads as lube and adding more to it. I think if I was in a sling and the chemistry was right I could spend days like that, blindfolded, bound up and just a gaping dripping cum cunt for men to breed endlessly.
Keep in mind that Asubmissivebottom has called this his “first” gangbang, yet the tone sounds like he’s been doing this for years. And, while I’ve never had the honor of having anonymous cocks and loads pumped into me all night long, it’s sort of remarkable that while blindfolded and having no foreknowledge of who his tops were, he was able to a) discern uncut from cut cocks in his asshole, b) know that one of the anonymous tops had a “huge load he saved up for a few days,” and c) keep track of the “6 or 7” loads already inside of him! I guess such attention to detail is one of the hallmarks of being a great gangbang bottom.
After I left the hotel, i went to another guys place, we had met a few times and he was at first eager and exicted to see me, and tasted my nasty cum filled hole. I had to pee real badly but he insisted on fucking me first, giving me a load, making it one more. It was a weird experience though, he had expressed his interests in dating and maybe forming a relationship but while I liked him and love his loads in me (he is poz), I just know I am not the type to be able to handle a long term MONOGAMOUS relationship. I am just wired to be shared and bred. I could be with someone emotionally and romantically, do the normal things a lover does with a lover, but when it comes to closing the rest of the world off sexually, that for me is a step backwards to all the progress I’ve made over the years accepting what I am and what I know is my sexual purpose in life.
Suffice it to say, by the time I left that night I was feeling kind of down and depressed. He was very distant and cold after a while it seemed almost as if he was punishing me for doing the gang bang. I did not like the way he made me feel and I decided then and there I would most likely never see him again. I want to be with someone who encourages my sexuality, that enjoys helping me get loads in my ass and mouth and will be man enough to hold me in the night with a strong feeling of love and respect afterwards. I know this man is out there, but it is a long journey to find that if I ever do…
Oh, if only he could have it all! It’s so hard, finding the right man to breed what you refer to as your “nasty gaping dripping cum cunt” and then also hold you respectfully through the night…
The following day I ended up out at another sex party, and did get fucked by two guys in a sling, but neither of them came. The second top, a muscular short masculine guy had me feeling so good swinging back and forth on his cock that I shot my load which kind of made me feel like maybe I had had enough for the night. But I was wrong, I went to the Anvil, Phoenix’s only leather bar and had some of a beer while scanning through bbrt. I saw a guy that had invited me over a few times to pnp, but the timing was never right, so I hit him up. He invited me over and I went. We got pretty chemmed up before he started to tease my hole with his huge dick, thick and about 9 inches (poz also). I was so surprised that I could take it after the others, but he was passionate and nasty and there seemed to be a great connection between the two of us. He is the first top to actually get his dick into my second spinchter too which was amazing to feel and have him tell me about. I love a verbal top. Him a total top, and me a total bottom. He came in my ass three times and I literally could have spent another few days just being his fuckhole. Unfortunately, he crashed out and then had an appointment the next day, so I had to take my doped up ass to another friends to let it wear off.
Right. You know crystal meth heads and their “appointments.” Always on the go!
Weds, April 4th, 2012 I went for a HIV and Syphilis test.
HIV test came back negative, again and will get the results of the other test next week. I have been taking loads for over 15 years now, from neg and poz tops and I don’t know what the reason is but I’ve stayed NEG in spite of that. I don’t have any true desire to become poz or even stay neg. I just know I have no resistance to cum in my ass. I want it, I crave it, it makes me feel good and validates my self esteem. Getting a mans load in my ass is a huge compliment sexually that I have become addicted to. I have tried to do the safe sex thing but in the end it always comes back to bareback. I know screening or serosorting my tops is futile as well because people lie or don’t know.
Again, if you don’t care, why bother getting tested? (He didn’t get tested, of course, because none of this story is true.)
With that said, I’ve been tired all week, with cold like symptoms, running nose watery eyes, muscles are sore. I feel like maybe this time I may end up poz, but then, like all the times in the past, I could end up with another Neg test result, so I just shake it off and figure maybe my body has some form of natural immunity to the infection that is fighting off while I feel this way. Either way, poz or neg, I know I will NEVER stop getting my ass bred bb. I am too far down the rabbit hole to give up on that now…
And here we have Asubmissivebottom trying to show that he is proud and unafraid, even in the face of danger. He’s conjured up a fake threat (he might be seroconverting!) as a way to frame his strength and prove how rebellious he is. He’s trying to validate his lifestyle…a lifestyle that doesn’t even exist! He’s fucking insane.
Make no mistake, I’m not passing judgment on this person’s imaginary behavior of taking raw loads and being a gangbang bottom and not caring about getting HIV. I’m passing judgment on someone lying about taking raw loads and being a gangbang bottom and not caring about getting HIV. I’m passing judgment on someone lying about doing a bunch of stupid shit and being ambivalent about catching HIV and possibly encouraging others to do the same stupid shit and to have the same ambivalence in real life. (Then again, if someone is stupid enough to mimic this behavior in real life, they deserve whatever happens to them anyway.) Furthermore, why lie to those people who are already really into this kind of stuff? If a true gangbang bottom were to ever find out that all of this was a lie, he’d be devastated.
But overall, fuck this bullshit. If you want to write about your gross imaginary life on the internet, at least label it as the retarded erotic fiction it really is.