This Bottom Is Full Of Shit

Here is a story from one gangbang bottom who took 16 loads (many of which were “poz loads”) up his ass in one weekend. He’s lying.

Someone who calls himself “Asubmissivebottom” has written a tale of taking raw loads while at a Phoenix gangbang and under the influence of drugs. The story was posted to the “member blog” section of BreedingZone.com two weeks ago, and it reads more like marketing copy for a Treasure Island Media movie (coincidentally, I found the story linked on the TIM blog), not real life. And while I have no proof that Asubmissivebottom is lying, he has provided no proof that he’s telling the truth. Therefore, he is lying.

This is not to say that this kind of stupid bullshit doesn’t happen in real life and this is not to say that these kinds of stupid idiots don’t exist in real life, but it is to say that this is all just a little too earnest and, frankly, a little too well-written for someone this fucking stupid.

I call bullshit.

My FIRST Gang Bang

It was a unique experience laying there on the bed, totally blind, hearing the guys interact with each other. I knew it was only a matter of time before they dug into the the raw hole buffet that was waiting for them on the bed in a rugby style jock strap. Its mostly a blur of unfamiliar cocks in my ass and mouth, the time seemed to go by very quickly, with the exception of the older top that I had met a few months prior that did not cum. He is a nice guy and all, but I knew he was coming from the party ad listing on “bbrt” and towards the end before he finally moved aside to let another top pump me, he started to talk to me and established his identity, which I suspected already, and it sort of made time stand still and lose some of its extreme excitement. I guess he didn’t get that I was blindfolded so I wouldn’t know who was breeding me, and that I wasn’t there to chit chat but to get loads…

One of the last tops that fucked me, an uncut guy with a nice dick really made my hole drip with cream, between the 6 or 7 loads already in there and his huge load he saved for a few days, I was in a prime mindset to get blasted in the ass the whole rest of the weekend. There is something about cum in my ass that gives me a sort of natural high, it shuts down my over active mind and relaxes my body. I want to do nothing else but feel more dicks in my hole, using those loads as lube and adding more to it. I think if I was in a sling and the chemistry was right I could spend days like that, blindfolded, bound up and just a gaping dripping cum cunt for men to breed endlessly.

Keep in mind that Asubmissivebottom has called this his “first” gangbang, yet the tone sounds like he’s been doing this for years. And, while I’ve never had the honor of having anonymous cocks and loads pumped into me all night long, it’s sort of remarkable that while blindfolded and having no foreknowledge of who his tops were, he was able to a) discern uncut from cut cocks in his asshole, b) know that one of the anonymous tops had a “huge load he saved up for a few days,” and c) keep track of the “6 or 7” loads already inside of him! I guess such attention to detail is one of the hallmarks of being a great gangbang bottom.

After I left the hotel, i went to another guys place, we had met a few times and he was at first eager and exicted to see me, and tasted my nasty cum filled hole. I had to pee real badly but he insisted on fucking me first, giving me a load, making it one more. It was a weird experience though, he had expressed his interests in dating and maybe forming a relationship but while I liked him and love his loads in me (he is poz), I just know I am not the type to be able to handle a long term MONOGAMOUS relationship. I am just wired to be shared and bred. I could be with someone emotionally and romantically, do the normal things a lover does with a lover, but when it comes to closing the rest of the world off sexually, that for me is a step backwards to all the progress I’ve made over the years accepting what I am and what I know is my sexual purpose in life.

Suffice it to say, by the time I left that night I was feeling kind of down and depressed. He was very distant and cold after a while it seemed almost as if he was punishing me for doing the gang bang. I did not like the way he made me feel and I decided then and there I would most likely never see him again. I want to be with someone who encourages my sexuality, that enjoys helping me get loads in my ass and mouth and will be man enough to hold me in the night with a strong feeling of love and respect afterwards. I know this man is out there, but it is a long journey to find that if I ever do…

Oh, if only he could have it all! It’s so hard, finding the right man to breed what you refer to as your “nasty gaping dripping cum cunt” and then also hold you respectfully through the night…

The following day I ended up out at another sex party, and did get fucked by two guys in a sling, but neither of them came. The second top, a muscular short masculine guy had me feeling so good swinging back and forth on his cock that I shot my load which kind of made me feel like maybe I had had enough for the night. But I was wrong, I went to the Anvil, Phoenix’s only leather bar and had some of a beer while scanning through bbrt. I saw a guy that had invited me over a few times to pnp, but the timing was never right, so I hit him up. He invited me over and I went. We got pretty chemmed up before he started to tease my hole with his huge dick, thick and about 9 inches (poz also). I was so surprised that I could take it after the others, but he was passionate and nasty and there seemed to be a great connection between the two of us. He is the first top to actually get his dick into my second spinchter too which was amazing to feel and have him tell me about. I love a verbal top. Him a total top, and me a total bottom. He came in my ass three times and I literally could have spent another few days just being his fuckhole. Unfortunately, he crashed out and then had an appointment the next day, so I had to take my doped up ass to another friends to let it wear off.

Right. You know crystal meth heads and their “appointments.” Always on the go!

Weds, April 4th, 2012 I went for a HIV and Syphilis test.

Why bother?!

HIV test came back negative, again and will get the results of the other test next week. I have been taking loads for over 15 years now, from neg and poz tops and I don’t know what the reason is but I’ve stayed NEG in spite of that. I don’t have any true desire to become poz or even stay neg. I just know I have no resistance to cum in my ass. I want it, I crave it, it makes me feel good and validates my self esteem. Getting a mans load in my ass is a huge compliment sexually that I have become addicted to. I have tried to do the safe sex thing but in the end it always comes back to bareback. I know screening or serosorting my tops is futile as well because people lie or don’t know.

Again, if you don’t care, why bother getting tested? (He didn’t get tested, of course, because none of this story is true.)

With that said, I’ve been tired all week, with cold like symptoms, running nose watery eyes, muscles are sore. I feel like maybe this time I may end up poz, but then, like all the times in the past, I could end up with another Neg test result, so I just shake it off and figure maybe my body has some form of natural immunity to the infection that is fighting off while I feel this way. Either way, poz or neg, I know I will NEVER stop getting my ass bred bb. I am too far down the rabbit hole to give up on that now…

And here we have Asubmissivebottom trying to show that he is proud and unafraid, even in the face of danger. He’s conjured up a fake threat (he might be seroconverting!) as a way to frame his strength and prove how rebellious he is. He’s trying to validate his lifestyle…a lifestyle that doesn’t even exist! He’s fucking insane.

Make no mistake, I’m not passing judgment on this person’s imaginary behavior of taking raw loads and being a gangbang bottom and not caring about getting HIV. I’m passing judgment on someone lying about taking raw loads and being a gangbang bottom and not caring about getting HIV. I’m passing judgment on someone lying about doing a bunch of stupid shit and being ambivalent about catching HIV and possibly encouraging others to do the same stupid shit and to have the same ambivalence in real life. (Then again, if someone is stupid enough to mimic this behavior in real life, they deserve whatever happens to them anyway.) Furthermore, why lie to those people who are already really into this kind of stuff? If a true gangbang bottom were to ever find out that all of this was a lie, he’d be devastated.

But overall, fuck this bullshit. If you want to write about your gross imaginary life on the internet, at least label it as the retarded erotic fiction it really is.

[My FIRST Gang Bang]

27 thoughts on “This Bottom Is Full Of Shit”

  1. It’s entirely possible you thought it was an ad for a medieval themed adult site.
    Haven’t most people watched porn. There iis a tremendous sexual high that comes from a new relationship.
    Whhy do some natural enhacement products sometimes
    not work. Some pornography shows only the body or the genitals and
    doesn’t show the face at all.

  2. To each his (or her) own, I guess. I’ve read many things of this nature, and while most do seem a bit fantastical, I’m sure this kind of thing really DOES happen.
    And it makes me very, very sad.
    Thrill-seeking takes many forms. Is it any more or less foolish to dive off of a tall bridge with large rubber bands tied to your ankles? Or to jump out of a perfectly good airplane before it lands? Or to quit your job and go backpacking through South America even though your mother, who loves you, has watched every episode of Locked Up Abroad and wishes you’d just stay home? (Ok, forget that last one, it’s been 5 months and he’s coming home in a few weeks-and so far, we haven’t gotten any calls from the American Embassy…)
    Some people have a hard time “feeling”…it takes bigger and more extreme stimulus. But the seeker is always chasing the feeling, never quite gets there. And the attempts just keep adding callous that makes feeling even harder, so more extreme thrills must be sought.
    But it’s just a gerbil-wheel. All that running, and you get nowhere. Because the “thrill” continues to elude you, and you plan for bigger things, you can’t win that game. Meanwhile, the things that actually WOULD bring you some peace and pleasure get shoved aside, they seem boring by comparison.
    That’s when it’s time for a little vay-cay…calm down, and try to reset the brain. Unfortunately, most people like that just end up looking for a higher bridge to jump from.

    1. Linda,

      There are two types of people out there in the world. Those that do and those that teach. You’d make a very good teacher. (I mean that in a positive way believe it or not, you have that sort of gentle bleeding heart type of personality that a teacher needs). Extreme sex maybe is a bit of a thrill seeking action, but it goes way beyond just thrill seeking, it is an art form, a way of life and an examination of the human man beast in his rawest (pun intended) truest form. The sensory data I accumulated alone is amazing, the smells, the idle chit chat in the background, using my other four senses to determine what was around me (its mass and shape and textures) all things I normally would have ignored or missed. As a writer, yes I am a writer of sorts although this blog is not fiction in any way, I have found that learning these things first hand is the best way to translate experience into a format that people can understand and place themselves into. I have done this through other means as well, by taking psychology courses, teaching myself how to build a computer and websites, and traveling spur of the moment to a far away place with a small budget and no real plan in mind, throwing myself literally to the wind and seeing what happens so to speak (with of course accommodations and travel arrangements planned). It is not for everyone, it can be scary and you not only see the true face of the world sometimes but you also see the true face of yourself.

  3. One other fact “Zach” got wrong about my blog is that I was NOT under the influence of ANY drugs at this gang bang! I did poppers. That’s it. Not saying I did not party other times, but in this particular case there was absolutely no drug use happening at the location. As I said before, this was meant to be a fast paced one after the other gang bang, tops show up, whip it out, plug it in and unload and go. The total timeframe was 80 mins from the moment I dropped my clothes to the time I put them back on. There was no time to waste with people fumbling with party favors or anything along those lines. Fact checking is good to do, ALWAYS, Zach…

  4. Based on scientific studies, the chance of HIV infection through bodily fluids is quite low (like around 1%).

    But who really cares…no one’s going to base their judgment on some random erotica on the net…people who want to have sex with a condom will continue doing so and people who do otherwise will stick with their own beliefs…

    no need to give attention so unnecessarily

  5. And should he end up poz, whose going to pay the enormous medical bills? The drug costs alone can be up to $100,000 a year(My best friends pharmacuetical costs are $60,000+). And that doesn’t count blood tests, dr visits, diagnostic tests, etc.

    Government programs to pay for medicines have been dramatically cut over the past several years. And it looks like that trend is going to continue. In many cases the states have waiting lists for people who are eligible.

    I suggest therapy, so he can find out why he feels the need/desire to participate in very risky behaviour. That may or may not modify his behaviour. This is definately more than just a kinky roleplay situation.

    yes, asubmissivebottom is very naive. If nothing else, at least educate yourself, and not just go by anecdotal information from your friends. Find out what the issues are today if one is positive rather than dismissively saying “it’s not the death sentence it used to be”. It’s not, but it’s along way from being a curable illness, and does have some serious health issues.

    I tend to believe him. Why? Because I know a few very well educated men who sadly do the same thing. Thankfully it’s just a few.

    1. I’ll say it one more time, he’s lying (which actually makes the whole thing even more psychotic). More proof: In his “introduction” post from a couple months ago, he says it’s been “ten + solid years” getting “group fucked raw” (http://www.breedingzone.com/entries/660-INTRODUCTION-Why-I-am-a-cum-addict)… and in the new post quoted above, he says it’s his “first gang bang” after “taking loads for over 15 years now.” It’s all bullshit.

      1. Then that means he needs to be on a whole set of a different class of meds. Ones that actually have street value. Of course, then selling them would pay for a whole lot of hotel rooms to be gangbanged in!

    2. It’s easy to blame the bottoms for the problems out there, but what about the tops that don’t have an issue breeding a negative bottom? The ones that lie as well as the ones that are honest? What about the women out there who get knocked up with several kids and go on welfare? Why do you think the medical costs are so enormous to begin with? Those medicines don’t cost that much to produce, its greed! While I don’t wish hiv on anyone, I know its not something that can be left cut and dry to blame the inflicted. If our society really cared about preventing or eradicating the disease, I think they’d open the doors to discovering why certain people, myself being one of them, can be exposed to the virus without contracting it. Surely there is some medical benefit to looking into it as its been nearly 15 years that I’ve been a raw bottom. Instead, we have a disjointed society of haters out there that want to play the blame game and cry over what its “costing them” to treat the symptoms and not cure the disease. While therapy is good for everyone, it hasn’t given me any reason or clarity into why I am wired the way I am, and it hasn’t identified any disorders that could be blamed for what I do. So, instead of discriminating on my lifestyle, why not just accept it and live your own life your way? I don’t judge you on your lifestyle of “playing it safe”, I know though that your chances are just as high as mine are though, all it takes it one time, one lie, one moment of weakness and you can be infected. I am more concerned with being aware of the risks, doing what I can to be aware of my status and having a sexually enjoyable time that is both open, honest and has some degree of communication to it. I used to be naive about this,the first few years that tops barebacked me, I didn’t really know the risks, I didn’t know how to say no to it, I trusted them blindly. I traded that mental blindness for some hard knowledge and a blindfold. I know that is unfathomable for most people to even comprehend, but I am not the only one and it doesn’t mean we are mentally deficient either. It just means we have come to terms with the risk and reward of living our lives, its not about pleasing you, its about pleasing ourselves and the person (or people) we are interacting with. You won’t find harsh closed minded judgements from us either. We are not the problem, if anything we are the solution.

      1. Regardless of your argument, most people won’t agree with your sexual choices. We understand they they are indeed your choices, but when you present yourself in a way most people don’t agree with, what can you expect? This is the Internet. The only thing we have to judge you by are your words and when you present yourself as someone who doesnt care where their next “fix” comes from, not many will respond in a positive way. Especially because HIV is a sensitive subject I’m the homosexual community. With no disrespect, you seem to be the exact thing that homophobic people see all homosexuals as, sex-crazed (?) drug users that have no regard for their sexual health, or others’. I hope you see how your erotic endeavors may be frowned upon.

        What makes your situation worse, in my eyes at least, is that you attempt to rationalize behavior that most people find outright disgusting. You seem to pride yourself on your sexual decisions and act as if they are normal, when we all know it isn’t. Even the way it’s written it makes it seem as though the whole ordeal was an achievement. We didn’t even have to know if one of your partners was Poz or not…

        Your point seems to go among these lines:

        ‘I love cum in my ass and I’m willing to risk my health to get as much of it in there as possible.”

        That template can be used for most socially unacceptable behavior, like drug use or stomping kittens. Loving it doesn’t make it right. And you not judging other people doesn’t make you and awesome person. It makes you a person that doesn’t judge socially acceptable sexual practices.

        I don’t know what you posted your story but no one expects it was for cash as not many people would pay to publish something that most people find downright awful. Also, there are TONS of false fantasies posted on the Internet for no personal gain, if not just to get the idea out there.

        Sorry for terrible grammar, this was posted from an iPad.

  6. First off, I have to tell you all that this s in fact a completely true story and I have no reason to lie. I personally do not know what the Sword is, nor have they made any attempts to contact me via the accounts listed on rawTOP’s blog. Having now clicked the scandalous link to Swords’ jealous rant about my not being truthful I can clear up a few items they listed:
    A) discern uncut from cut cocks in his asshole,
    MY RESPONSE: While I was getting fucked by one top another one was getting a blowjob from me, hence the knowing cut from uncut! I never claimed to have special foreskin feelers in my hole! Geez…
    B) know that one of the anonymous tops had a “huge load he saved up for a few days,”
    MY RESPONSE: THEY TOLD ME! One whispered in my ear and another sent me a message on bbrt.com!
    C) keep track of the “6 or 7″ loads already inside of him! I guess such attention to detail is one of the hallmarks of being a great gangbang bottom.
    MY RESPONSE: Its really not that hard to count, I can count to well over 100 actually!
    I did get tested for HIV and Syphilis and both came back NEG. It seems to me that people mistake bug chasing and what I consider just an acquired addiction to bareback sex. I have been bare backing as a bottom for most of my “Out Gay Life”, I have tried not to do that and “play it safe” but always come back to it. I have been getting myself tested because, (I feel it is the most basic responsible thing to do) to know your approximate status will protect you than living in ignorance. I do not actively seek out Poz tops, I look at what is available at the time and know that over my decade plus years as a rawBOTTOM I have been lucky to remain NEGATIVE. I know its most likely a matter of time before I end up POSITIVE, and I have accepted that fact, but I don’t live with the Philosophy in my mind of “I can’t wait until I end up positive.” I just don’t discriminate on HIV status because I have many friends who are poz and live normal healthy lives and I don’t see it as the death sentence it once was. Maybe I am naïve, maybe it just doesn’t matter as much as enjoying life to the fullest and living for the now. I cannot say for sure.
    Some people are jealous petty creatures that would rather throw stones at people than find out what they are all about. Not all people are like that, but in the case of the sword (and Mr. Zach) assuming without ANY fact to support their theory that I lied about my experiences in my blog is an example of that!
    It was my first true gang bang blindfolded. I had done threesomes and maybe a foursome once or twice years ago, but they were more mutual play with me as the bottom towards the end and/or it was spread out over hours not simultaneously. This was a pure and true gang bang, I was on the bed, in my jockstrap, blindfolded and every guy that entered the room was there to fuck me over a span of 80 minutes. It was quick and not a social gathering, it didn’t involve my dick getting touched in any way, I was the only bottom, AND I FUCKING LOVED IT!
    I appreciate rawTOP for hosting this and making me feel safe and comfortable. We had never met before. I wish that the writer Zach had the balls to actually fact find a bit before calling someone out as a liar! Not that it matters, but my blog is legit and in the end it is an experience that I will always remember and enjoy. I know the truth, so do the other 8 or 9 tops that were there!

      1. You are entitled to your opinion, doesn’t make it true though. The same can be said for my blog, but really, I had nothing to gain by posting a false account of my experiences on some mostly obscure website blog… Treasure Island posted the story via my submission to be in one of their videos in which, along with my pics, I submitted the link. I did not ask them to post the story, nor did they pay me for it, and I haven’t been contacted as of yet about being accepted or auditioned to be in any of their videos. So, aside from anonymously gaining 15 seconds of fame, mostly due to you calling me a liar, what could possibly be the motivation to write a story of fiction like this? I don’t see the basis for your claim of shenanigans, Sir…

      2. Look, you’re just getting petty. Everyone who reads this will see how childish you are. I can only imagine you stomping your foot on the ground, arms crossed. Not going to believe it. We are sluts, and the ones you get left for, because we’re willing to “take those risks” and just get on with good, ol’ fashion bareback sex. Don’t like it? Don’t do it. And stating that he’s lying, even after he’s offered you an explanation (publicly) is like a Scientist explaining gravity to you, and you insisting it’s a lie. You weren’t there, how the heck would you even know?!

  7. Couldn’t even get through the first few lines of this bullshit. Who reads this crap anyway and who gives a shit about this idiot’s fantasy? I fail to see what is so sexually alluring about this crap. He needs therapy.

  8. Andres Furtuoso

    this is disgusting, he is really making me sick with this bs, and if its “true” than i’m even more grossed out

  9. Just like the guy on breedingzone who claims to have gotten fucked bareback by a poz porn star for the purpose of getting pozzed himself. Yet he will not name the porn star. He’s lying but no one seems to think that but me. Anyone can say they got fucked by a porn star but until you name the star it’s all BS to me.

  10. This doesn’t surprise me, there are guys that do this in the bath house all the time. Yes there are a lot of sick fucks but what do you expect when there is no such strong gay community. Most of us gays only care about the next gay4pay supermodel out of a magazine with steroid muscles. We all bitch and complain why guys do bareback this and that. Well maybe if we stop caring about the hot next door guy, be supportive in our gay community and become a gay role model then maybe this shit would end. Otherwise stopping bitching about it cause this shit will continue to affect us til we all come together as one and take this shit seriously.

  11. ***crying hysterically***masscara and nose running*** “LEAVE BRODY WILDER ALONE!!!!!”

    Kidding aside, Yeah, it is bullshit. Unfortunately, there are some people out there doing this kind of shit. No they aren’t going to be able to write that well and they also aren’t going to be able to pay for the meds they will need to survive when they do get HIV, while the rest of us have to pay for them because they wanted to be ignorant bug chasers.

  12. That whole site is half truth/half fantasy. In this case he probably got high while watch a whole bunch of porn he wished he was in. But meh, breedingzone is really all about fantasy.

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